The angel cries once moreMy wings were white onceI flew through the sky untainted by realityIn a world I did not know at allI glided by oblivious to the horror of lifeAnd could not predict this accursed futureThis is the life I now liveNow as I soar through the clear blue skiesI am marked by the black and uglyThe things that lived inside me leak out and stain meAround me are the pure hearted and naiveThey do not and could not know this tormentAnd avert their eyes even to meI am the one that continues on through societyA foreigner even to those who claimed to loveAnd bear the mark of their hatredI am not what they believe me to beUnnatural creature that I amI was not made to be this wayWhen I see myself so drab and dullI am an unrecognizable even to a mirrorThis is not was I used to be before the days of sorrowMy feathers fell and grew back so darkIt happened so very fastI did not see what they did to meNow I live and yet do notFallen through from good gracesI bear every sneer and snid
Can't Forget YouKeeping time on the keyboard with my fingers,as you walk away.Slowly dying cause your presence still it lingers,why didn't you stay?I can see,you and me.As we were,years ago.We would be,so happy.Until you,had to go.I still see you,in my dreams.And I still need you,in reality.I can't forget you,No, I can't forget you.I still need you,can't you see?I still feel you,come back to me.Cause I can't forget you,No I can't forget you.Slowly losing hope in my mind,as the night turns to day.And you memory, while it was kind,starts to fade.I can see,you and me.As we were,years ago.We would be,so happy.Why you left,I still don't know.I still see you,in my dreams.And I still need you,in reality.I can't forget you,No, I can't forget you.I still need you,can't you see?I still feel you,come back to me.Cause I can't forget you,No I can't forget you.
She mattersShe unloaded her pistol and untied her nooseShe dropped her razor blades, threw them away tooShe wiped up the blood that she had on her skinShe lifted her head up, ready to start againShe descended her heart to me like an angel from aboveAfter holding on to life, she finally found loveSomething changed inside her and she decided to liveShe had heart a full of joy and a lot of love to giveShe wiped away her tears and held a smile on her faceNow she's happy here with me and we found a better placeShe thought no one would miss her, they'd just leave her beNow she knows that she matters, because she matters to me
Blue EyesBlue Eyes~Gandalfgirl579As I stare down at your corpseA realization hits meMy love, I have no idea what color your eyes are!I kneel down beside youAnd take out my knifeCleanly slicing the eyelids awayAh, I see!Your eyes are blue!And such a lovely shade!Before I walk awayI rip them outAnd place them in my pocketI'd hate to forget such an exquisite color!
obscene gamethe place is filthyher naked body is coldher hands are bound with barbed wireeach movement pushesthe barbed wire in her skinher blood flows on her breaststhe pain is unbearablethis game is very hardhis phantasm is indecentThis love is an torturehowever, she loves this weird manwho sometimes drinks her bloodwhen this obscene game is finished
Three-way road of desperate strugglesi-) The flame tastes ever so sweet this subtle time of sundown; watch its poetry burn a new azure for the summersong of tomorrow. Moonlit magma awaits my presence and I shall not deny her wishes, strike a flame and let it rage (never end, my sweet...) Infernal symmetry blackens the lustful essence of my being
supernovai'm scattered, i'm awestruck; i'm blinded.i'll wander through this city while dreams unfold in my eyes.eerie faces peer in,but my thoughts are cloudy to myself.everything's happening, everything's living. but me,i'm just existing.
Glad You Came. Glad You Came "Hey, you came," I say twisting around to look up at him from the ground."I said I would," he reminds me quietly, lying down next to me on the grass. We sit quietly for a few minutes looking up at the stars. You can see them so much better out here, far from any lights. I sigh, feeling the weight of the humidity pressing on my chest. I lay my arm over my eyes and the stars are blocked from view."Do you ever think about the future?" Jesse asks me, shifting onto his side."My future?" I ask. I haven't really even thought about tomorrow."Our future." He clarifies and looks at me expectantly."Do you really think we have a future?" I ask skeptically. I highly doubt he's thought about his own future let alone 'our future.' "You do know we are sixteen right? Forty-year-olds can barely hold a relationship together these days.""You're so pessimistic," he laughs and reaches out to brush his thumb over my forehead. "Do you know what love feels like?" he asks
Time to BeginThe tide is now turningMy new life beginsI'm finally learningTo flow with the windThe sun is now shiningThe darkness is thinMy heart is now yearningFor sadness to end